Wednesday, October 06, 2004
if u didnt already know....i moving to xanga. sooooooooo goodbye!!!!! lol
MwAh! i know i will be missed here sooooo incrediably much(yea rite) soooo goodbye
if u wanna visit me at xanga the url is
http://www.xanga.com/xxlilsamsel13xx
xoxoxo
Posted at 06:59 pm by XxLilSamselxX
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Friday, October 01, 2004
i guess it really is....me against this world
leeann's mad at me....so what else is new? and its for the stupidest reason too....i accidently typed thursay will be a week in an im and i really didnt want too....it was supposed to be typed into my blog but i clicked the wrong button. and she wanted to know what it meant but i didnt wanna tell her because if she actually listened to me once and a while...she would know what i meant by it... but apparently she didnt listen to me because she didnt know what i meant by it. so now she hasnt talked to me in three days. and if i go up to her and say something like why are u mad at me? she would most likely be like im not mad at u. because thats what she always says. it almost sounds to me like she enjoys when we fit.....and looks for excuses so she can become mad at me. grrrrr but u know what they say...u get in the biggest fights with the people u care most about because those are the realationships you're willing to fight for. but see what i dont get is anything i do she gets mad at me but lets say catrina were to not tell her something and leeann would just blow it off.
off that lovely topic....... bailey(my dog) spent over 24 hours under my bed then when i came home from school on wednesday he was laying there and i thought he was like dying and we couldnt get him to go outside. then yesterday i finally got him out of his cage by bouncing a ball and i made him go outside then i took him for a walk. now today i think he is fine but he doesnt like the fact that we are giving him so much attention and he wants to be alone lol.
ohh yeah leeann if u read this which i doubt u will... ian is wants to know if someone "gets a deadly disease" can he come along to the greenday concert. or since we arent talking...if he can go in my place
Posted at 03:18 pm by XxLilSamselxX
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
umm well lets see here...today is like tuesday or something, rite??? yea like anyone's gonna answer me! lol
well what to say... ummmm school sucks like always. it feels like i have been going to school for like ever but mr.moser says its not even the 20th day yet. lol. today me and michelle skipped 5th period to go "pratice" clarinet but all i really did was sat there and made fun of michelle cuz she cant play for CRAP! lol. yea she is gonna kill me for saying that but do i care? of course not! lol. i cannot stand the bus ride home anymore....the 6th and 7th graders are supposed to sit in the front but nooooooo the 7th graders have to be little jerks and still sit where ever they want! i swear imma start walking home soon cuz i cant stand them. last thursday i did something stupid.....but i havent done it again since!!!!!! woot! 5 days and counting! thursday technically would be a week but i think im gonna say friday will be a week! nobody would understand why im soo proud of myself! sooo imma try and explain it...
last year i did this like every night and started acting really stupid and like a jerk to the people who tried to help me......i pretty much pushed them away. sooo this year im trying to change that and help myself cuz i put my friends through stuff they didnt deserve to got through just because im incredibly dumb and a loser. and i dont want another people to do the same thing as i did (i already let someone do the same thing i did and did nothing to stop her even though she did like everything to get me to stop and i pretty much owe my life to that person) sooooooooooooo.....
well i guess thats it for now sooooo i'll ttyl xoOx buhbye <3
..::song of the moment::..
..::boulevard of broken dreams::..
..::greenday::..
Posted at 05:56 pm by XxLilSamselxX
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Monday, September 13, 2004
well since i have skool everyday....nothing has been happening. last weekend i spent the weekend with my grandparents... we spent most of the weekend at zern's markets and on sunday we went for a drive in their convertable. then when we came back...i was playing football with my cuz's austin and reece and my sis. then we played video games and reece was using me as a trampoline lol. uhhhhh today*monday* was skool ughhhhhh i was soooooooooo tired. lol. band kinda woke me up tho....mr brumbach yelling... uhhh then after skool i uhh did my damn homework and went to the eyedoctor to get contacts.......he had to teach me how to put them in, take them out, and clean them. fun stuff rite there. lol. then i uhh took a shower, finished the rest of my homework and now here i am writing about all this lol. well thats all for now i guess......toodle xoxo <3
..::Song of the Moment::..
..::American Idiot::..
..::Greenday::..
Posted at 09:24 pm by XxLilSamselxX
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
first week of school.....
well uhhh monday was the first day of school ughhhhhhhh! i got pretty many good teachers....most the same from last year....the only thing i dont like is music*mrs. barrell* eww and comp. skills*mrs. hudson. and for homeroom i have mr. barrell ahhhhh! he is soooo scary especially when his eye bulges ewwwwwwwwww! ohh and i have mrs. rettstadt for a.a. the weird thing is...is that she is alot nicer when ur not in her class. oh yeah and i like someone new! lol. he is really purrrrrtyful....he goes on my bus. AND I DONT KNO HIS DAMN NAME! lol. i think he has a girlfriend tho :'( yea and leeann is gonna learn to play the bass :'( grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr why does everything happen to me?! i hate my damn life!!!!!! and no i am NOT kidding.
..::Song of the moment::..
..::Predictable::.
..::Good Charlotte::..
Posted at 03:26 pm by XxLilSamselxX
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this is SUPPOSED to be under the date.....AUGUST 27 but the stupid thing didnt save rite. lol.
yesterday i went shopping with leeann!!!! i went to hot topic and got two shirts(rancid and blink 182) and a poster(blink 182) then i went into pacsun and got two pairs of jeans and a belt and then we went to old navy and i got a shirt and a purse(like i need another one rite? lol)
today with my mom and sister to this one store and looked at games lol. i didnt find any tho. then when i got home dad made me clean the pool.....it was green thursday. and then i had to mow. i was soooo disgustingly dirty i had to jump into the pool and then i took a shower. after my shower i had to vacuum the living room, kitchen and hallway. then i took down the wash and went grocery shopping with my mom. when i got home, i listened to band at rmc and ate dinner........at 9:45 lol soooooo now im here writing all this..
well i guess im done now......buhbye xoxo
..::Song of the Moment::..
So Cold
Breaking Benjamin
Posted at 03:22 pm by XxLilSamselxX
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
my poor kitty died yesterday :(! the poor cat died very very very slowly.waaaaa..::cries::.. soo thats all that happened yesterday. uhh today we went to walmart and i got a skateboard*its cheap yeah i know…. but what can i say?*
yeah…and when i tried skating, i fell on my ass. lol. well im getting better!! i think thats all….buhbyez xoxo
..::song of the moment::..
time of your life
greenday
******
for my kitty
Posted at 11:21 pm by XxLilSamselxX
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
well first my stupid spacebar isnt working. yesterday we had a yardsale......what fun! then my cat wasnt doing so great(he is like 20 years old) so i was really sad cuz my mom didnt think he would make it the night. well he did but he is like going insane....i dont think he knows where he is and he wont really eat unless i force it. today we had the rest of the yardsale....altogether everyone made like $250. then we went to arbys and then to the mall. so now im here.... being bored and tired lol. well i think imma go to bed now (i woke up at 7:30 ugh!)
..::song of the moment::..
she will be loved
maroon 5
Posted at 11:33 pm by XxLilSamselxX
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
um saturday i went to leeann's house for her bro's going away picnic thing. catrina was there too! well we went for a bike ride and catrina was attcked by a dog. then leeann almost got hit by a car. then we went to the youth legue and were going over the speed bumps. then we went back to leeanns house and listened to music. later we watched tv and we listened to more music and went to sleep.
sunday we slept really later and we ate breakfast *ring bologna and hot sauce* then rite after that angel*leeann's bro's girlfriend* made burgers and hot dogs. after we ate, we were looking at magizines and cutting pics out...we did that until 5:15. leeanns mom came home with pizza and we ate that lol. then jason*leeann's bro* and angel wanted to go to dorney park. so they left and then me, leeann, catrina, and leeann's mom were gonna go a lil later. but catrina's mom wouldnt let her come with...her mom was afraid that she would get kidnapped! grrrr i felt soooo bad that catrina couldnt come. well when we were at dorney...we made leeanns mom go on most of the roller coasters and some things that make u go upsode down. then one of the last rides we went on was the raft thing. i almost my glasses if it wasnt for this guy who was in our raft. leeann says he was my guardian angel cuz if he wouldnt have seen them...my mom would have KILLED me lol. plus he was hott!!!! then we had to drive to leeann's house soaking wet.
monday me and leeann slept pretty late. then leeann's mom and jason went to arby's to get lunch and obvoiusly we ate. then i wanted to go home cuz my glasses broke....again. so then leeann came over to go swiming while her parents went out to dinner with jason. then leeann went home. then i watched tv for the rest of the nite and now here i am writing all of this.
..::song of the moment::..
lazy generation
the f*ck ups
Posted at 11:36 am by XxLilSamselxX
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
well im to lazy to update this thing anymore. lol. well nothing ever happens here so im only gonna right in here when something happens *which is never* well anyways...buhbye toodles xoxo
..::song of the moment::..
a decade under the influence
taking back sunday
Posted at 06:28 pm by XxLilSamselxX
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